The Word is

WHY am i being like this?

WHY issit so difficult to change?

WHY am i born like this?

WHY am i not so thankful?

WHY issit my test is difficult?

WHY am i born to be someone that is so easily get angry?

WHY hard for me to change?



Daing Afdal(Tok)

Whats Happening...??

Well it has been long i didnt blog...Well here i am... im doing just not great... still seeking n finding how to be a good person...well now a days it has been tough for me....its has been like the past for me...it really makes me feel different... n i always fought with her...i have not been gg to school lately...

I DONT WANT TO QUIT SCHOOL!!!

But u see...its just make me boring n lazy...have to go school then go werk till midnight then go hm...with not enough of sleep i have to wake up n go school...haiya... and my brain n mind....very hard to make them change n have a study mind again...

Just Pray to You (Allah)...

Give US Strenght...

Give US Motivation...

Show US The Right Path...

Make US The Good Hamba & Insan...

THIS IS NOT SHOW OFF!!!
JUST A PIECE FROM MY HEART!!!
DOA FOR EVERY-ONE (FOR THE 1 I HATE & LOVES)!!!

KL Trip!

On 31st i went for a KL trip with the staffs of En-Neem & thier cousins...
So we depart from the mosque @ 0710am...Reached @ Tuas Checkpoint....WALIO!!! Jam.....The bus move bit by bit....hhmmm...we sit in the bus for two hour until reached check point...Then when to JB....we stopped...eat... I get to noe a few kids....haha...so im not bored in the bus... lets skip that journey.....

Reached @ the muslim place i did noe wat the place name...haha.......im sleepy & tired so did not even pay attention...but i like to be part of the pic on the camera...LIKE SUPERSTAR KARAT!!!! HAHAHA!!! Then we check in hotel....WOW!! a Big room i got for me,bob,a.wan,midzi & faizal...we share a room with five ppl....haha....first ting go in the room i charge my battery...SMOKING LAAA....hahaa

then at nite go petaling st...but i did not like to go to crowded place bt have too....hahaa...go eat @ kedai mama juga...haha...but cheap also...haha...then buy Ramlyburger...bob blanja...haha...then tot of goin back....so i ,a.wan & bob satu taxi...azhar,kam,faizal & midzi anthr taxi....they are the first taxi...otw back terserempak bdk2 tu with the azatizah....laaa...temankan makan...so we follow....At last a.wan & bob dpt juga ABC....haha....

Not all of us eat the ABC.....BUT.................Mine was stoled....by dunnoe who while im taking the pic of the azatizah on the other side of the table........then went back....i & a.wan gi urut kaki..haha...half an hour for RM20....ok lah tu...but mine tukang urut is tak bagus......haiz...Then went back to the hotel...wwah...sume da tido accept midzi.....so i & a.wan plan to rendam in the bathtub...but stopper takde...haha...so we try many thing & bob was awake by the noise we make...haha..& he the one that find the solution...haha....
So tis is wat it looks like after bob marley have succed to make the bathtub stopper.....->


Then i went to slp abt 430am....& wake up at 630am for subuh....then go breakfast...wow.....blh la tahan dorg nye makan....there is a saying the girls always get ready so long....for tis case my room is the last one to check oout...haha....then we go to masjid negare...then go to Masjid India...i bought a tudung for juju.....but befoore that we eat A&W...haha...at last i get to eat the waffle but hampa sen the toppings takde choclate...but nvm...haha...then we go to nilai 3....buy makanan je...& my stomach uat prob...so need to go toile...HAHA...(g toilet pun kene blang coz its written in the script) hahahaha....... then time to go back singapore...otw we stooped at the place that i do noe yhe name....haha..pray magrib then nk beli kerepek2 for my beloved mom....then halfway g toilet lagi...haha....then kuar toilet je linca kadok beli kerepek2...i bought around 9 packet & 2 bubblegum....haha.....then otw ada jam lak pat xpressway pat kl.....so i sleep again & layan bdk.....in the bus i sit with tis cute gal named Ilisyah....haha...abt 10 yrs old....so we reached S'pore abt 12 midnight...haha...stay in the mosque until 1 am....itu pun g toilet lagi....haha....so tmr got school....but planing not to go....haha...ERRMMMM....k lah until here...short & simple.... SOme Photos at KL->

EAST COAST PARK!!!!!!

Continue from sun story...

After parking in front of my house parking lot...bob msg me & ask whether want to go to Mustaffa Cntr anot....so i say okie lor if u noe how to go....so i went to pick him up & we proceed to esso to pump petrol...then ahen i wanted to pay.....The counter say that the nets system is down....haha...then i feel of wanted bo berry...so we go masjid...then when i come out of masjid bob say that kite duduk pat masjid je after subuh then we go out & eat breakfast....so when after subuh we went to mcdonald near my house & Tapao for cik madi also....HAHAHA.....So when sampai masjid & after eat we slp & i tt of waking up @ 8.30am....but i woke up 2 10am when wan jawe called me up....I supposed to mit the boys @ 9am...haha...But what to do im SLEEPY!!!!!!!!

Then i went to 252 & meet them....cheh i tot i only late but there's also other ppl that late....so i get the chance to slp....& mamat wake me up to tell me that we all are gg.....so we fetch Ajid then go to eact coast....otw there it was a sunny day so we suffer the sun BUT its Still FUN!!!!!

When we reached the park we play soccer & my team wo 3-0.........haha....its just a fun game...ten air pun habis....then zul(SP) drive to buy air but when return they bought inly 2 bottke of wstre only...hahhaha...Then we went to the beach & JUMP to the water....Play some stunts.....then go u makan...ten go to the sea again...HAHAHAHA!!!!!MAKIN GELAP LAH AKU!!!!!haahaha......then i, abg razni, salam & hafiz black finish swimming @ 07:10pm.......haha...after bath we straight go back to hougang & well im so tired & didn't get enough sleep so i went hm by asking zul(SP) to send me hm...but m driving then he drive back...HAHAHAHKZ...... so that day i slept early....& if there's aniting change in the political system that nite i was not informed because i went back!!!1 SO I NEED INFORMATION!!!!! HAHAHA!!!

Maulud!!! @ En-Naeem Wif AL-FATAA Boyz....

Hai there....haha...im here...Sunday 18/05/2008...... ok
Today early in the morning at abt 3am i supposed to help packing nasi bryani...but bcoz i was too tired due to sat 17/05/2008...i went to slp & feeling nk angun kol 3 but i wake up @ 6 when abg wan kejutkan subuh....haha.....

Rupa-rupanya my shift is 2nd shift that is 6am...haha...& the shocking things is that my boys also angun time subuh...accept 4 of them kerja @ 3am...hehe....i started gurau wif makciks2 then uat bising hen suma getting hyper & all bising....Bising does not means irritating....BUT it means have fun....

Well.....Last MIN.....ada periuk nasi lagi but masjid An-nur Belia wanis or asatizah dtg so the perik go to them...then tot lepas beban but ADA lagi Rupanya!!!!!! so my boys & me make a quick wan....& eventually we finish first then the An-nur belia wanis or asatizah...hahaha...but it does not matter coz wat we want is to help & have fun!!!

After sending to stadium...go bk mjd ten the boys lepaks @ conference rom & me slping @ office punye sofa....hahaha....zohor pun tak angun.....ISH ISH ISH!!! but wen juju kol & say she going hm i wake up & meet her at the door...haha...then after she went i get the lorry so i drive back hm tukar aju & then fetch juju & send her home by tompang juju naik lorry...haha...

Then i stay @ the mosque until nite & my AL-FATAA boys gg out to jln2....haha..but before that there's political gg on Between JBC(J-Bond Club), BMC(Black Maria Cheese) & Butterfly(Tobacco).........haha....well im JIWA wif Sufyan so i stayed wif him in JBC.....J 2 E Heart!!!!!!

Then we go out & when reached Pasir Ris park....ALAMAK!!!!!!! I parked the lorry almost hit a car.....haha...not so pro parking a lorry....well...After that we went hm @ 2am like that..so i gt to drive hm the lorry since im gg out to east cost park the next morning with the boys..SO when reached my house AISEY-MAN!!!! NO PARKING LOTS!!!!!!! I have to parked @ a quite distance carpark....haha...so i went home...But before gg to slp i saw i empty carpark so i dive the lorry to the carpark infront of my blk wif my brother nk ikut cos want to feel how i drive....HAHA!!!!

My First Attempt!

Hai there im Tok..haha....First time in here..Haha....
Im just wan to share wat i have gone thru or just blog wat happened in the day itself....haha..
OK! for a START.............

Saturday(17/5/2008), in the early morning i went to the sentosa with some of my AZAM kids and the makciks2 & bob...NEVER forget my JUJU!...haha...It was a fun day although i was tired of not getting enough sleep as i was werking night shift in the mosque. I got to sleep abt 1hr ONLY!!! but its okies........ ;-)

It was fun when we all(me,bob,the kids) went for a swim in the sea....actually the kids have changed to thier clen shirts but when they saw me & bob they quickly changed to thier WET shirts to join the FUN!!! ME climb over bob & wanna try some stunts...HAHA!!! This Sum PICS!





Then here come the boys.....playing a fighting game...Me & Bob have to be the sasaran dorang!!! Eventully I won the 1st match & lost the 2nd match!



Then there's this cute gal name Musyahidah...She is a quite gal but on that day she wa stuck to me without no reasons...haha....so i just layan die lor....so me & juju take some pics......wif the gal..haha





Then IM the amatuer cameraman took the pic of my juju & ask her to do a post what i wan her to do & she follow...TAK SIA2 It turn Nice!



Then almost ending day.....the kids get to take pic wif the parrot that was name *i cannot remember* haha.....me & my juju thought there's a bird show gg to start soon...so we tak dapat ambik gmbr ngan parrot...it was dissapointing because the show starts @ 1700hrs & at that is the time the bus gg to depart us back to hougang. but its okie...there's always a next time (Insya-Allah)



Then its gg back time....The kids & Us Have FUN TOO!!! & the MAKCIKS TOO!!!
Here are some of the PicS that i want to share wif u all.....That's All for now...Enjoyed the pics...& wait up for the next blogging...I dunnoe wen...HEHEH!!!






Tok & Juju Taking Pic TIME!!!